Thought I publish one more post,

that the year is coming to an end.

Read finished Safe Haven by Sparks a couple of nights ago,

in less than three hours.

(Salad says I read fast, law school has trained me well heehee)

Beautiful read as usual,

I love Sparks,

he makes me such a hopeless romantic.

I really really don't want school to start.

): ): ):

I look at how happy I've been the last month,

and I think of how everything's gonna be taken away from me in less than a week.

Nooooo...

December always makes me feel like a different person living a different life;

Mom's fault that I'm not at the dinner at Jarold's now.

):

Her selfishness leaves me speechless.

Apart from the horrible ending,

the day was good.

FACT's Annual Christmas get together cum CherylKoh's birthday celebration in the afternoon.

Lunch at Wild Honey,

though I would opine it isn't as fantastic as raved.

Definitely not worth the wait,

though it is still good food.

Spent the other half of the day / night with Zijie.

He treated me to an all expense paid trip to Singapore Island Country Club,

not that it was paid by him.

Hahahah, but I appreciate the thought,

he claims it's his inheritance.

Had dinner at the restaurant there and we went bowling after.

Good food, good company, good fun.

Tomorrow's (Technically today) the last day of twenty eleven!!

Feels weird not spending it with the small group at Yaanmeng's this year.

I'm meeting dear Grace for lunch and there's watch night service in the evening.

Goodbye Twenty Eleven!!!!

Maybe law school is better because it takes up all my energy,

it leaves me with none to be disappointed with the family.

I can never be the best daughter no matter how hard I try,

maybe I should just stop trying.

It's like nothing I do can ever be good enough.

You know there comes a point of time when I become so indifferent towards relationships,

and then I stop trying to do anything about them.

Is understanding and appreciating really that difficult?

Too much to ask for?

Can anyone not love sleeping?

The thought of school starting in less than two weeks scares me,

honestly.

Anyway the days have been good apart from the fact I'm having a cold today and I'm waiting in fear every second for the man whose car I scratched to call me.

High-tea with Esther and Michelle at Max Brenner on Monday to discuss plans for God's People in the coming year,

stopped by the Logos Hope ship as well.

Dinner at The Wine Company at Evans Lodge to celebrate Margaux's 19th afterwards.

Happy birthday beautiful.

(:

Lunch at The Ship yesterday to celebrate Joel's birthday with the family.

It's always The Ship cos the mother really likes that place cos it's been around for the longest time.

Dinner at Holland with part of the Steamboat gang after.

I was too full from lunch so I didn't eat much.

Jon joined us for supper later.

And today is stay home Wednesday because I've been out to much,

and I'm ill (sort of) today.

So there's plans for lunch with Grace and PwC Christmas Party tomorrow,

FACT Christmas get together cum CherylKoh's birthday celebration on Friday,

and maybe Wicked and watch night service on Saturday.

I guess that's the end of 2011 for me,

it's indeed been the most impressionable year in a really long time.

The sun cannot compare to the glory of Your love;

I don't quite remember having an identical christmas.

Needless to say this year's was great as well,

though it was with much less hype.

Just the usual Christmas party at Kelly's with the 4D mates and friends on Friday,

Annual Christmas eve dinner at the Aunty's on Saturday,

and church this morning.

Spent the day with Salad and Glenn.

We caught Mission Impossible 4 and walked around town quite a lot then they crashed my place and I drove them over to Chermaine's for a bit and finally home.

On another note,

let us always remember that Christmas isn't about the pretty lights, the endless conversations, the presents under the Christmas tree, the sumptuous food, the favourite season,

but of You the greatest gift that was given to us.

<3

Let our lives be an anthem of Your love.

I have the best oldest brother ever.
Scratched his car against another last night and he didn't even scold me.
):
I feel so bad.

And you know what,
his license plate number came out for second prize in 4D today.
Why didn't I buy yesterday?
)':

Midnight grocery shopping;

Drove out with Salad past 1am last night to buy groceries for the Christmas party tomorrow.

Slept only at 6am.

):

Sadly, their lack of appreciation / ungratefulness still bugs me after a thousand years.
Sometimes, I don't even know why I still bother to put in so much efforts to plan things for them.
Sigh.

Oh well, let's just hope tomorrow will be worth it.

(:

I love my bed, period.

Feels good to have packed and cleaned up my entire (well almost) room!!
Haven't done house work in a thousand years,
but I vacuumed the floor, mop the floor, decorated my wall, packed my bags, hanged my clothes, washed the clothes, changed the bed sheets, also washed the bed sheets and fixed up a new table.

Never knew doing housework could be so tiring,
all the reasons why I don't want to be a house wife next time.
(Y)

Packed my room yesterday and fixed up a new study table,
with the help of the brother.
Tahah attempts at preparations to study harder next semester after the disappointments from this.

Love the oldest,
he's always damn nice to me.
Dinner at this Penang diner at Coronation later,
serves really good Penang food at affordable prices.
He treated us (Salad, Zijie and myself) to dinner
Desserts and chilled a bit at Rail Mall later.

Dinner with the Aunty and sister at PS cafe later,
and desserts at Brunetti.
Oh dear, I'm growing fat during the holidays too.
):

Oh I forgot to mention I fell ill during church camp,
came down with stomach flu? / food poisoning? and I kept puking not stop.
And because of which I missed CherylKoh's 21st.
):
So sad.
Sucks to be ill.

So that all may see and give God all the glory;

It's been the most mixed of emotions the past five days.

From sadness, to tiredness, to sickness and ultimately joyfulness.

Church camps are always the best,

because they always get me thinking.

Thinking of His grace and faithfulness,

despite my unworthiness and inadequacies.

More importantly, of dedicating yet another year to come to Him.

At times, I feel really ashamed of myself.

Because even though I've often said that I surrender everything to Him,

I still rely on my own strength to get by.

When disappointments come, I question.

I keep focussing on the sufferings that I've been going through that I failed to see the blessings He has given me as well.

I keep being the person that grieves Him.

But it shouldn't be that way,

because extreme surrender means praising God in good times and in bad times,

thanking God when things don't go the way I want it to,

and trusting completely in His sovereign plans for me.

And looking back at this year,

I know there are many times when I haven't been the best friend / daughter / sister / leader / student / teacher and you know just the person to those I'm around.

But I've always wanted to be that better person.

Yet I've been stubborn, I've been ungrateful, I've hurt, I've complained, I've neglected, I've allowed the things of this world to get the better of me.

And these long list of things could go on forever.

But you know what's so amazing?

Through it all, and as undeserving and insignificant as I am,

He has sustained me, forgiven me and loved me,

and it brings so much joy within me,

so much so that it's indescribable and overflowing.

Indeed, He is my joy unspeakable, love unfailing, author and perfecter of my faith.

<3

I did so badly for semester one,

I'm not sure what to feel.

I've lost my matriculation card and I can't seem to log on to Oasis.

Nooo.....

For the record, the holidays have been going great.

As much as I can remember,

dinner with the S28 girls on Wednesday and stay over at Cordelia's after.

We had Two Chefs for dinner,

oh yes and I baked at Zhengyi's before that.

Those girls are so cute, they said I needed to reach my annual bridge quota so we played so many games.

Annual Christmas Dinner with Corinne, Nicolette and Julia on Thursday.

It's like festive season gone wrong cos we had a steamboat dinner and we played mahjong.

But who cares, best company ever,

I love those girls so much.

<3

More bridge and spades too.

Had lunchie with Wanting, Nicolette and Corinne on Friday,

I haven't met Wanting for a thousand years and it was really nice seeing her too.

(:

Anyway I've been in KL the past couple of days.

The littlest brother is having his bowling tournament again.

Shopping has been good,

almost forgot what retail therapy feels like.

Cheap food making me grow fat(ter?),

I drove up to KL!

Met up with Qabir today,

his house is so freaking pretty.

And yes that's basically it,

my holiday.

Didn't realise what desperate need I was in for a holiday until today.

Glad I came for this short getaway.

I'll be back tomorrow,

possibly to do some readings for next year (IKR.), maybe meet up with Lydia for Kbox and supper with the PwC colleagues.

And then there's YM camp from 15th-18th.

So yes, I'll be kept pretty much busy til then.

So many people to meet up with still but so little time,

sigh.

I dreamt about Contract results last night and it got released this morning.

I should've watched Facing the Giants a long time ago,

I've been missing out on so much all these while.

It's so so good.

Funny how I've got more time to write here during school days.

The weekend's been.. normal.

Friday was well spent because I met up with Amanda and Salad after a thousand years.

Seemed like just yesterday we had Christmas time in the city last year and it's a new year already.

Bridged and supper with Salad, Glenn and Nathanael after,

the brother very kindly lent me the car for the night.

Saturday was bad because I quarreled with the family,

met Zijie later that night to rant.

Today was better because I met the old buddies after a thousand years,

Alastair still makes me laugh til my tummy aches,

he is so retarded.

Happy birthday TITUS!! (:

Oh I got a haircut as well.

That's about it.

I missed Fenny's niece 1 year old party though because it got pushed back to the evening.

):

Busy week / month ahead.

Currently there's lunch with Margaux and Qabir at Holland followed by dinner with Grace at Coro on Monday.

Movie with Chermaine, Nathanael and Shwee on Tuesday followed by YM camp meeting in the evening.

Wednesday's reserved for the JJ girls.

Thursday's for Annual Christmas Dinner with the best girlfriends.

And Friday's bible study in the evening for now.

Then I might just go up to KL with the family from 10th-13th.

YM camp's from 14th-18th.

CherylKoh's 21st on the 17th.

Christmas party with the 4D mates on 23rd.

And more christmas parties to come in the later half of the month.

Ohmygoodness, typing out everything just made me realised how packed my December is.

How am I suppose to do my readings?

):

Nooo..

If you are my dear friend and I forgot to meet up with you,

please let me know.

WE NEED TO MEET UP.

(:

Reasons why I can never drink coffee:

It keeps me up all night, way past 4.36am.

I'm holding out for a hero til the end of the night;

After exams have been good,

not that I've been catching up with the ones that I should,

that will come,

but that I've not been bugged down by school work.

Today was particularly good because I met up with so many people.

Lunch with the Mommy, the littlest brother and the sister,

followed by an afternoon well spent with my movie buddy Glenn.

I've missed how we used to watch and talk about all the rubbish ever.

Army and university got us busy,

hang in there friend.

Oh we had Starbucks because they were having 1-for-1 today.

Met up with Lydia and Penny after for some Kbox,

singing makes the soul feel good.

I've missed how I used to be so close to Penny back in the PwC days.

):

Finally, for dinner with the LTB mates at Adam Road Food Centre,

the so-good Nasi Lemak stall was close.

But we had pretty good Murtabak, Roti John, Maggi Goreng and Beehoon Goreng,

compliments from Hasisha's Dad's stall.

Oh yes, I think they serve pretty decent and reasonable priced fruit juice too!

Desserts at Island Creamery after.

Crim results are gonna be out tomorrow morning,

I'm am so freaking scared.

Why.

East getaway;

I love living in the East,

have I mentioned before?

I'm gonna live here when I'm older.

So I guess this is it,

SCHOOL'S OUT.

Good riddance to exams and sem one,

it was so dreadful.

Went out with the classmates yesterday,

we caught Puss in the Boot!

The inner child within us released.

Some of the classmates.

Then we headed over to Shanice's place at Pasir Ris for a sleepover.

Omgosh her house is SOOOO gorgeous,

I envy people with such pretty house.

We baked pizzas and molten lava cakes (somewhat) for dinner and we caught a movie, and we played kinect for the first time, and we had good htht sessions.

Why do we only get closer to our classmates when we split up?

That sucks.

Anyway I think the most annoying thing about university is that we get new classmates every semester,

not nice.

Just when I got used to a bunch of people, life moves on.

Met up with the Aunty today and we had Din Tai Fung for lunch and Crystal Jade for dinner,

and we caught You're the apple of my eye in the later afternoon.

[Pardon the excessive use of "ands", I'm trying to squeeze my sentences into one]

And I'm gonna stay over here for a couple of nights.

Okay, bedtime.

I only slept for three hours last night.

I just thought about something and it made me really sad.

Anyway tomorrow marks the end of year one sem one,

I made it through,

I actually did it.

)':

Let's just get over and done with LS please,
I'm really not so interested in the legal system.

Holiday plans await.

I woke up at 1pm today and then I just woke up from my afternoon nap from 5.10pm to 7.50pm,

seriously.

So much for wanting to study for LS,

I'm damn fail.

Time to leave the house for some food.

That the semester is coming to an end,
meet my classmates from school.

The only class picture we've got, I think.

Hahaha.

Crim was so difficult,
):
Haiyo, death by s300(c).
I'm really quite upset.

So much for a 0.5 mod when it exhausted just as much brain cells as a 1.0 mod.

Tomorrow's the real deal, crim law crim law let's go let's go,

otherwise really s300(c) to me.

I find it really absurd studying for a 0.5 mod that's only worth 35%.

An utter waste of my time when I should be studying for more important Crim on Wednesday.

You're convinced it's information overload when you've got a splitting headache and you feel like puking.
Stressed.
):

I'm so not prepared for finals,

I was looking through the past years crim essays and I realised I couldn't do a single one of them,

not funny.

Is it true that as you grow older your ability to grasp work just gets shallower and shallower?

I'd need a miracle for this Wednesday's paper,

and of course for everything else as well.

But times makes you bolder,

children get older,
and I'm getting older too;

Suddenly I miss my JC days,
it's a wonder how I genuinely enjoyed myself in a strange way.
I was happy to be where I was.

Is it always gonna be like that?
After graduating from university,
am I really going to miss all that I'm doing now?

I don't like this feeling,
of missing,

more accurately of growing old.

Need to finish Misrepresentation, Duress and Undue Influence tonight,
LET'S GO.

And I slept at 2am and woke up at 11am today,
this has seriously got to stop.
I'm damn pig.

Headache,
so much to study,
so little time.
Should I not sleep tonight?

It is proven,
brain works best past midnight.

Feeling really good right now because I just read finish a 94 page long case.
Win.

It's a sure sign I'm burning out when I cannot will myself out of bed.
What am I thinking,
it's only five days to finals and I slept from 12am to 11am this morning.
):

Privity is as complex as Complex Numbers,
miserable life.
):

I just slammed my hand against the table by accident and it hurts like crap.
I'm damn irritated that I'm damn unproductive and unfocussed today.

My grace is sufficient,Aileen, my grace is sufficient for you.
For my power is made perfect in your weakness.

Yay, the brother lent me the car for the weekend!
Sian but what can I do with it over this weekend since I've got to be studying?

What a good morning;

Upon reaching Contract class, I could not resist the urge to get my Hotcakes so I dumped my bags down at 8.26am (class starts at 8.30am) and ran all the way to Raffles City to get some.
This is what life should be about.
Yay, I'm a happy girl today.
(:

The sister delivered me Saybons and B&J's for dinner and Chicken Essence to study.
The perks of being the youngest.
(:

Day five of unproductivity,
this has got to stop.
):

Day five of unproductivity,
this has got to stop.
):

It upsets me that I always intend to wake up at 8am but end up waking up at 10.40am instead.
Gah, where did the discipline go.

For the first time,
I'm actually starting to understand what I've been learning in law school for the last twelve weeks.
Not funny it took me so long,
but I'm guessing it's better late than never.
\m/

I overate today,

that's what happens when I try to get down to studying.

I just realised that they've stopped showing Ai on Channel 8,

no shit sherlock.

Now, don't judge.

I've been living in a cave.

I'm actually pretty amused.

I love Fridays.
It suddenly dawned upon me that I won't be having classes til next Wednesday!
Better make good use of my time.

Three more lessons to the end of semester,

that is too fast.

Oh yes,

I slept for 16 hours yesterday.

:D

For the first time in the longest time that I could possibly remember,
I'm home before 5pm.
Feels so weird.

Time to catch up on my sleep,
I've been missing it too much.

The best part,
ALL MY PRESENTATIONS ARE OVER!!!!!
Once again, I've been sustained by grace.
(:

i'm just about close to finishing three presentations this week,

God is good.

It wasn't so bad this time round.

(:

I've missed my girls,

)':

Thank God for tonight.

Last burst of fuel til the Finals,

I can do this!!!

I'm counting up to Christmas.

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

Sleepy weepy, need a break.

Happy birthday Lynnieeee!

<3

Tell me again,

what am I doing in school at 8.19am on a Saturday morning?

When faced between choosing to watch a movie, celebrate a friend's birthday or tend to your unending pile of work,

what do you chose?

Mommy got me a whole box of Bean Curd Tart from LE cafe just because I told her I was craving for some.

Whoohoo, envy me.

(:

And she delivered me lunch too.

Things that keep me going on in my pathetic life now.

(Y)

Ohyes! God's People dinner at Grace's yesterday night.

She's such a genius,

she makes the nicest home made chicken rice ever,

and matcha red bean roll.

Love the small group.

<3

Hahaha timetable for sem two is out already.

Even though it seems slightly more decent this time,

Penny and Lydia aren't in my class anymore.

):

Heartbreak.

Other than that,

I've got a four day work week again!

(:

Happy is me.

I'm starting to loose count of the number of times I've broke down since entering school.

That's sucks.

And I'm sorry that my Contract group has to see me at my worst all the time.

We sang this at YM yesterday,

let it be my strength for the week.
In Christ alone,
I place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross.
In every victory,
let it be said of me,
my source of strength,
my source of hope,
is Christ alone.

It's been a long time since I got those legs running.

Not that LFG was a let down,

but it wasn't as fun as I expected it to be.

Nevertheless, it was a good work out.

Apart from that,

I drove the car out last night with Zijie and Chermaine,

and I had lunch at The Straits Cafe, Hotel Rendezvous for Leaders' appreciation lunch today,

so all in all,

good weekend.

(:

Having done up my calendar,

I just realised it's exactly a month more to Finals.

Like how fast is that.

/:

Question is,

how much have I exactly learnt / know?

I'm so not ready for Finals.

Above all,
no matter how tough the going might get,

enjoy the process,

it's always different,

it only comes once.

That is life,
fortunately and most unfortunately.

I'm so excited for Law Frat Games on Sunday,

but my team like short only.

BUT I remember my coach always said,

height is an untrained skill.

I've missed playing Captains' ball and Netball so much.

):

Yay yay, Sunday please come quick!!

When I say Hello, mom says Singtel.

Question mark question mark?

Bring back the Triple T KA in me.

God is good because I've a throat infection only after all my presentations.

(:

I'm giving myself an early night tonight even though I haven't completed my readings,

I think that's what I need most.

Crim and LS presentations are over,

slowly but surely,

I feel the weight being lifted.

Now to conquer the Contract monster,

I can do this.

Why is it so hard to be better than who I am,

the best I can be?

I really want to be better.

Monday I was feeling really lousy and depressed,

but feeling lousy is good,

because on Tuesday I felt so much better,

happier, motivated.

The week is almost over,

and once again,

I'm sustained through grace.

(:

What Faith Can Do.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes
And make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache
You think it's more than you can take
But you're stronger
Stronger than you know

Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason
For someone not to try

Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright

Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

That's what Faith can do, Aileen.

Right now I feel as though there's this really huge mountain in front of me,

and I don't know how to get over it,

but I'm not giving up just yet.

This is how great life is to me,

just as I decided to bake,

the fridge ran out of eggs.

):

As a child, going to Disneyland could be the best day and surprise ever.

What could it be now?

I think it's quite amusing that I've been so busy that I didn't even realise that time is passing by so fast.

Now that is truly being busy.

It's mid October already!

The later half of last week was so bad that I had less than ten hours of sleep within three nights.

):

On a brighter note, Contract mid term and Crim written assignment are history.

Whoohoo.

Also, the weekend has been good.

Met up with the JJ class girls on Friday,

it's been eternity since I spent quality time with them.

Dinner with Chermaine and Nathanael tonight.

I miss my friends (Fairfield, JJ and everyone outside SMU) so much but I just don't have the time to meet up with anyone.

):

Anyway, if you're my friend and I haven't met up with you in the longest time, I hope you're doing good!

Okay time to brace myself for three presentations this week.

To sleep or to study?

):

Cannot will myself to get out of bed on a rainy day,

):

I was supposed to wake up at 9.20am but I got up at 11.20am instead!

Queenstown library is strangely empty today.

Okay study study study!!

Contract Mid-Terms on Thursday,

zzz.

This is the part where I prepare myself for hell weeks to come,

think unending presentations, tests and readings.

/:

I'm not a very optimistic person, am I?

I really don't remember myself being like this in the past.

):

Where have I gone.

The most unproductive day of studying ever,

this cannot go on.

):

HOW.

Barcook bakery has the best raisin cream bun,

yumyum.

Lunch with Corinne at Raffles Place today!

It's been quite some time since I last came here,

also she treated me to Red Mango yogurt.

(:

Reading week is almost over,

trying to stay positive.

Even though my efficiency and productivity level is like zzz.

Life goes on, RIGHT?

I had ten hours of sleep last night,

I must have been so tired.

Sleep is bliss.

Dinner with Zara and Zijie at Two Chefs later,

finally some form of mid week remedy.

(:

I think I need to acquire the skill of reading faster,

how do some people do it?

My backlog of cases piling up to be read is not funny.

I just realised I've to be in school at 9am everyday this week,

tell me again is this recess week?

I don't even remember going to school that early on normal days.

Feels happy because I just sewed myself a laptop bag!

(:

At the expense of one hour,

sian.

First test in university,

felt worst than taking an 'A level examination paper.

):

Went for TSS today,

followed by dinner at some Japanese restaurant serving Yakitori with the brother.

Cuppage Plaza serves really good Japanese food so you should try that place one day if you're craving for Japanese food.

Need to make the best out of my reading week this week.

Oh, the bothers.

"Just because everything's changing doesn't mean it's never been this way before."

Thought of the night.

On reading page 51/101 of McAlpine Construction v Panatown, I gave up.
Not so brilliant afterall.
):

Tough week ahead,

Aileen you need to be stronger mentally.

You can do this,

being weak doesn't get you anywhere.

When it feels like my dreams are so far,

sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again.

Lion King musical with the older brother was sooooooo goood,

they really weren't exaggerating when they said it was perfect.

All the reasons why I love Disney productions,

it's just magical beyond words.

Dinner at Brotzeit too,

and I bought water that cost 6$.

I know right, like question mark question mark.

Supper at River Valley after the musical.

That's why you really don't need a boyfriend when you've got a doting older brother.

Yay, I really love my older brother.

(:

The weekend's been almost perfect except for the fact that I didn't get any readings done.

):

Parents lent me the car for the weekend,

and I had more than ten near death encounters.

Sucks to be my dear passenger.

So I spent my Friday night with the uni friends.

We had supper at Swee Choon and I spend the better part of the unearthly morning having heart talks with Grace Sim inside the car.

Reached home at 6am and the first thing the Daddy told me was "Got fruits in the fridge to eat".

Hahaha all the reasons why I believe I have the coolest parents ever.

Tuition early this morning followed by ballet and dinner at Evans Lodge with my dear Fairfield friends to celebrate Glenn's birthday.

The ones I can always come running back to in my not so sane life I'm living now.

Best of all,

there's Lion King at MBS with the older brother tomorrow.

Yay, the last of a good weekend before Semester One ends.

(:

I've been stucked on the Pepper v Hart case for the longest time ever,

somebody please save me.

):

Oh gosh,
LSLMA is killing me.

And there's LSLMA mid-terms next Saturday!

Weekend's power packed with action,

how am I suppose to complete my readings at this rate?

Nooooooo.

I live such a tragic life chasing readings.

Sister visited me in school and bought me dipper / sunner,

your dinner-cum-supper.

Wednesday is stretch-your-limits day,

I'm still in school right now.

Someday I'm gonna conquer Contract Law.

I believe I love school.

Oh I stumbled upon this on Tumblr.

God knows you can do it.

He wouldn't have let this happen if He knew you couldn't do it.

You just got to have faith.

My current wall paper.

Weekends be my motivation to study harder.

Life's simple pleasures.

Coffee Bean's Eggs Ben for brunch.

Food for thought for the day.

A time for everything.

¹ There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:

² a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Six cases to conquer and it's time for bed,

I CAN DO THIS.

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

Sunday plans to study fail.
I'm gonna trim hair and watch movie instead,
what am I doing.
This is so bad.

Truth is, help really is around, you just need to ask for it.

Shed so much light on contract today,
woohoo productive studying sessions.
I'm actually beginning to start liking reading law,
this is good right?

To sleep or to study?

Shall bake over the weekends if I finish all my readings.
(:

Week 5 is just about over.

Someday my life will get more interesting so I won't bore you dear readers.

Is this called burning out if I cannot be bothered to do my readings anymore?

Throat's being a bitch,
spam lozenges.

Such short posts would just render me better off going public on Twitter.

And if you were wondering,
I slept through my afternoon instead of baking or studying.
Life should be like that all the time.
I love to sleep.

On another note,
just got home from a wedding lunch at The Regent.

Funny how weddings tend to get so identical after a while.
Still blissful nonetheless.

The question of the afternoon is,
should I bake or study?

Today is a good day because I've come to terms with not quitting school no matter how tough the going might get.
So that means no more negativity from me from here.

Also, more unsignificantly, today is a good day because chuqiao treated me to bubble tea after ballet and zijie treated me to dinner at Kenny Roger's.
It's the little things like these that keeps me going.

And I'm gonna burst from dinner because we ordered the family platter intended for 4-5 people that 2 of us finished on our own.

It is proven,
I study best at HollandV Coffee Bean.

When you're faced between the choice of staying up to read your contract law textbook or going to sleep,
you choose the latter.
(Y)

Keep calm and carry on.

I'm really quite overwhelmed by the standards of presentation.

Confidence Aileen.

Seriously, what have become of me.

University is seriously not cool.

Presentations, datelines, readings, tests, class participation and the lists goes on.

I really need to take one step at a time.

):

Unfounded worries;

It's Week 4 already,

so fast.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't alone in this.

It's not that I hate school or am not enjoying what I'm doing,

I know I like it and it's what I wanted,

but it just feels so tiring that even though I'm trying so hard,

I'm not sure if what I know is what I'm supposed to know,

and that if I'm gonna do fine eventually.

I just want to be assured that at the end of the day,

everything's gonna be alright.

I know it would be,

but why can't I seem to believe it now.

What is wrong with me.

I lift my hands to believe again,
You are my refuge, You are my strength,
As I pour out my heart these things I remember,
You are faithful God, forever.

So, let faith arise.

Life has become so monotonous that I don't even know what to say that won't bore you readers.

I know,
supper makes you fat,
quite obviously.

Friday night with Salad, Xueting and Nathanael at Thomson,
and Saturday night with the PwC colleagues at Bedok 85.
Apart from that I had bible study, ballet and tuition too.

Such is life,
boring.

I've been having really excessive lack of sleep too,
extremely terrible eye bags are starting to show.
):

Drove the car out alone for the first time tonight,
older brothers who dote on their little sisters are the best.
Life is bliss.
(:

The older sister treated me lunchie today,
silly sister can be quite nice at times.

The younger brother was such a sweet boy too,
he stayed up way past 3am just to make Chocolate cupcakes for Teachers' Day.
Impressed.
(:

To always remember to edify God in everything I do.

Days of blistered feet and muscle aches.

I dislike the fact that I'm so indecisive,

and that I always feel obliged to do things.

And when you're faced with a choice you had to choose,

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

Question is,

what means the most to me?

):

Oh dear, LSLMA class is so boring I'm gonna die.

Captains' ball with the favourite friends later,

I've missed this.

(:

"You always have to be vulnerable to be real"
- As quoted by a good friend.

Just smashed a cockroach with my contract law textbook,
win.

I need more friends in SMU to jew their hours for booking GSR.

Anyway positivity week going positive,
it's Friday already.

And I figured all the reasons why I can never study on a computer,
because I never do get any studying done on the computer.
Need to return to PwC to jew their printer,
those were the days of jew printing.

I've been in school for the past 16 hours,
what the freakz,
is this seriously the life of a law student?
):
It's only the second week,
rather half way through the second week only!
Sigh.

The song that always speaks to me.

Thank you Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord,
for the patience these trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do,
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.

A friend got me thinking that I might not be very sensible afterall,
and thinking about it,
it's admittedly true.

On the contrary,
I think I'm actually quite sensitive.
(Not that it's the antonym of sensible)

I'm not getting emotional,
but I realise that there are so many ways in which I can be better than what I already am.
I just need to constantly keep my emotions in check and not let human nature get the better of me.

Positivity week,
I can do this.
(:

I've got close to 200 hundred pages of readings to complete before the library closes,
wish me luck.
(:

I feel so pathetic,
I'm in the school library on a Sunday afternoon studying.
Can life get any worse than this?
):

Worst first week of school ever.

University isn't supposed to be like this.
):

Today I came across close to hundred new words in my crim law textbook,
life sucks.
Dictionary.com has officially become my best friend.

Okay guys, new favourite band.
53A's cool, but Sixx is damn good too.
I'm actually deciding if they're better.

They play at Walas every Monday night,
you should hear them if you haven't.
The female vocalist is dope.

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end;

Oppsy I just realised I haven't updated this space for quite a bit.
Anyway the week's been good.

National day was spent celebrating Bao's birthday at Relish in the afternoon with the 4D mates (somewhat) and Devan's birthday at night.

Devan's still such a heart breaker,
I wonder when he'll ever not be cute to me,
maybe never.

Spent the Wednesday morning playing soccer (with the exception of running more than kicking the ball) with the little one.
Then to Biopolis for some really yummy indian buffet.
Shan't elaborate on Xueting's and my really failed attempt at baking.

Thursday was spent in Fairfield playing a friendly against the Bdiv and making a Tiramisu.
Please just remind me again how unfit I am now.
): ):
Stayed over Salady's after.

Friday was the busiest cos I had so many errands to run.
First up was giving Econs tuition to Nathanael at some unearthly time in the morning.
Then I rushed down to JJ for lunch with the girlies,
actually miss time in JJ quite a bit.
Then to Clementi Mall to catch up with Jumana one last time before she leaves for the states.
Then to the Sub courts to watch the AG cup moots.
Then finally to town to meet the girlfriends (Amanda, Jacqueline, Salad, Kelly, Lynnie).

So that was my really busy day that zapped whatever cash my Ezlink card contained.

Yesterday was omega fun too cos we had a night picnic at Marina Barrage.
No thanks to Mommy for not lending me the car that we had to spent an entire hour (? Close to that, exaggeration intended) walking out from the barrage to hail a cab by the highway close to 2am in the morning.
Not cool.

Caught Horrible Bosses with Glenn today,
it's really quite funny.
Chilled for a bit with Salad after.

So this is it,
Hi Law School,
it's as though I've been waiting my whole life just to get tormented by you in the next four years.
Wish me luck.

It was a good weekend;

Friday afternoon was well spent in town with Amanda, Salad and Zijie,
followed by Timbre with the university friends.
Good company, good night.

Saturday was exceptionally long because there was some prize giving ceremony at JJ in the morning followed by ballet in the afternoon and Kim's 21st at night.
Oh yes and supper at Upper Thomson thereafter.

Sunday was best cos I caught up with Yiling after close to an entire month (that's how long I've been away)
Caught Captain America with Glenn later that afternoon too.
And he made me watch the ManU vs ManCity match at night.
Zilch knowledge on how to appreciate soccer matches.

Today was productive too because I met dear Corinne for lunch.
Captains' ball at school in the later afternoon.
And I'm really happy cos I wasn't such a sloth on court today,
and I really miss playing with Glenn and Caleb so much.
Free Popeye's for dinner too.
So that's my day.

Lastly,
Happy birthday Singapore.
And Baoyue.
And my favouritest Devan!!
(: (:

Okay I think I'm just about prepared for university to start,
enough of feeling unprepared and unconfident of myself,
I'm moving on.
(:

Nua days with Amanda are always the best,
love you Boobies, best nua partner ever.

Night out with the girls to celebrate the August babies birthday.
Time spent with them always feels right.


You've gotta admit I've got quite a skill for taking mirror shots.


Happy Birthday Gina,
love you very much.
Thanks for always being so sincere to those around you.
I really miss having you around.


My very loved girlfriends.


The August Babies.

Always remember to always remember God's grace.

I'm super happy cos Penny's in the same class in me for all my law mods,
oh yay things couldn't get any better.
(: (:

Timetable's out,
I've got an off day on Tuesday and a really short day on Friday so I guess that's good.
But tell me again how am I suppose to sit through three hour classes?
):

And my Wednesdays are omega long,
think starting school at 8.30 and ending at 6.45.
Sucks to be me on Wednesdays!

I need cash,
who wants to hire me for two weeks?
(:

It's August;

And that sucks cos two thirds of the year has gone by,
how was yours spent?

Child-liked Faith.

Just got home from Bangkok.
And I'm possibly back for good,
at the very least til the next year.

I'm starting to consider if my 6 months spent working like a dog (maybe not so much a dog) at PwC was worth my two holidays and a driving licence.
Well, I guess it is considering the mountain load of clothes, bags, shoes, accessories and every other thing I could possibly want / need is flooding more than half my room.

Need to spend these couple of weeks wisely before university starts on the 15th.
First on the list would definitely be to spend time with Fairfield friends,
I foresee myself being so busy when term starts.
Bothers.

I've been leading a really boring life of late,
haven't quite met up with my regulars.

But it was nice catching up with Zara yesterday.

Other than that,
I'm gonna go to Bangkok tomorrow morning.
All the reasons why my July went by without notice.

Ohyes, and I've been going to school the past couple of days,
and I'm getting quite used to the convenient fact that it's in town.
Life is good.

So I've passed the driving test.

Back from law camp.

Days away from home has made me miss the bed.
Law camp was really good,
I love my group the most.
<3

Not excited much to start school.
):

I think I came home too late,
everyone seemed to have watched Harry Potter without me already.
): ):

Okay I've decided, the first thing I'm gonna do when I get back to Singapore is to catch Harry Potter.
So, who's up for it with me??
(: (:

It's already the second last night in Korea,
I'm gonna miss this so much.

Morning was well spent meeting up with JaeSung,
I haven't met him for close to five years already.
Old friend, old times.
He was really nice to treat Cordee and me to lunch and Dunkin Donuts.
(:

Spent the later half of the day at some national palace museum!
Hahaha our first tourist-y thing to do.
What's a holiday without a tour right?

I'm gonna miss karaoke in our room and singing along the streets with Cordee the most.
<3
Ohya, and our favourite Cookie Choux Cream Puff from Paris Baguette.
(:
And maybe goofing around the subway like we're tourists.

Not gonna miss the thousands of flights I've climbed though.
Hahaha.

It actually gets depressing when you're running low on cash and want to buy everything you see.
):
But I'm satisfied because I've possibly bought all that I wanted / needed already.

Plans for theme park on one of these days,
please let it not rain,
I really want to ride some roller coasters.
(:

Shopping Suicide.

I say it's possible to die from an overdose of shopping.

So we went to MyeongDong today,
and the amount of things they sell here is massive,
especially the cosmetics.

Moment of the day would go to time spent at H&M!!!
I spent a 100k there,
Won that is.

There's sooo many nice stuffs at H&M,
I think I'm gonna go broke when they come to Singapore.

For the record,
I've spent just about three quarters of my wealth already,
not good.
Why is everything so buyable?!
):

Korea's been amazing,
I'm so glad I came here.

Though I'm in abit of a financial crisis because it's only been a day since I landed and I'm a quarter out of wealth.
Listen when they tell you,
BRING MORE MONEY.

Anyway everything else's been good.
Doing a fine job playing our role as tourists,
including sitting down at the reserved seats on the subway and getting told off.
HAHAHA.

The flight here was fine cos I slept through the entire journey,
pretty peacefully to add.

Food's been really yummy and reasonable too,
think ten Takoyaki balls for 3 bucks.

Shopping's been insane cos Cordelia and I just wanna buy EVERYTHING we see.
Urgent need to tame the shopping monster in me or I won't be left with cash for the remaining days (Omgosh 4 storeys H&M in Myeong Dong) and getting gifts for people!

Oh yes,
I got a haircut and I'm very pleased with it as well.
Cordee's one is so brilliant too.
Think Victoria Beckham (;

Lastly, the hotel's perfect cos it's SOO near the subway AND it's equipped with a computer (hence my ability to type this) and a 22 inch TV.

I'm loving Korea already.
(:

Disappointed that New Zealand lost.
): ):
I really thought they were the more deserving team!

To do:

1. Bible study - Checked
2. Submit SMU documents - Checked
3. Raceagainstcancer - Checked
4. Watch World Champs - Checked
5. Pack bag for Korea - Unchecked
6. Upload photographs onto Facebook - Unchecked
7. KOREA here I come - Unchecked

I need my holiday so badly, been waiting for eternity for this.

I've got a blister bigger than two fifty cent coins on my left foot and a fifty cent coin one on my right.
It's been a long time since I had one.
Half a marathon next??

I knew the time away from work would keep me away from the computer.
But I've been enjoying my retirement.
(:

If I vaguely remember...
I spent last Friday baking at Byje's for Salad's birthday.

Sunday was really packed cos I went for Glenn's POP in the morning then I rushed down to church after.
Managed to steal an hour of nap before proceeding to Raffles Town Club for Salad's surprise birthday party.
We booked the Jasmine Spa Suite which was freaking huge and pretty.
Pictures up soon.

Spent an entire Monday afternoon at the bowling alley,
and dinner at the Japanese restaurant in the evening.
Lepak at Holland with LaiZijie (which was also when I dropped my almost filled cup of yogurt) later that night.

Tuesday saw me spending my entire day at Singapore Indoor Stadium.
If you hadn't already notice that World Netball Championship is happening now.
(:
New Zealand is so freaking gooood.
Watching them play just makes me lean forward throughout the entire match.

Oh I visited Corinne, Gail and Cuifen for lunch too.
Raffles Place Lunch Club.

Surprised Salad with Amanda and Glenn at NTU on Wednesday,
then the three of us just nua-ed at Zijie's the entire afternoon til dinner time at Tea Party.
Extremely long day for me because I met the wonderful colleagues for supper at Thomson later,
reached home past 2am that night.

Met Nicolette this afternoon to catch the World's again,
even though the results of the match between Singapore and Fiji was so disappointing,
I still thought that Singapore played really well today.
But I'm glad Wales won the match again Botswana!

Two more days of watching World's before I leave for Koreaaaa!
And I just realised that I've got super alot of things to do before leaving.
):
Like running for raceagainstcancer which I completely did not train for ):
And handing up all my forms for SMU before dateline,
and planning for bible study this Saturday,
and packing my bag for Korea,
and the most pertinent thing being uploading photographs on Facebook because everyone's been chasing me.
):

I hate having so many things to do,
didn't remember being half as busy during work!

I just lost a fifty dollar bill and I dropped my almost filled cup of Coffee Bean yogurt on the floor.
):
Can things get more devastating?

Obligations?

Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

This would be my 1000th post on dear glittergurl-.bs.com.

Tonight got me thinking,
is this what life is about?
Meeting new people in different phases of your and growing old,
with or without them.
The question really is,
who stays?

I wonder how many names have been mentioned on this little diary of mine,
whoever he / she must've been very special one point of time or another.

So anyway, it was the last day of work today.
I have every reason to believe that my time at PwC was made SO much more enjoyable because I had the best senior ever.
She's SO nice, and young at heart.
I'd really miss being under her.

She gave me a lunch treat at Raffles Hotel today and really pretty cosmetics from Etude House.

Dinner with the first / best colleagues at Kichn.
Goood and very reasonably price food.
Then to chill at Timbre Old School.

I enjoyed myself tremendously today.
(:
And yet another chapter of my life closed.

I knew this day would when I said,
today's my last day of work at PwC.
Why does parting always have to be so emotional?

I'm admittedly gonna miss everything I've been through the last six months,
from the sardine packed trains, to the busy lunch hours that never felt more regular and precious, to the jew Dewberries, to rushing out tax returns, to every detail of my first working life.
I'd remember this,
because it's special.

In all honesty, I'm not ready to begin a new chapter in my life,
not ready for university at all.
I don't wanna grow up.
But change is inevitable, right?

I knew I shouldn't have bought that not-so-good milktea during lunch because dear senior treated me to Eskimo.
Market Street Eskimo's having 1-for-1 today because it's closing down.

Rule is: Don't settle for second best or you'd regret it.

This kept me occupied the entire morning,
http://www.happyplace.com/3645/the-best-obnoxious-responses-to-misspellings-on-facebook

So funny, it made me laugh uncontrollably at my desk.
Good morning indeed.

Lovely Sunday afternoon with Yiling and Wayne.
I realised I haven't spent a single cent on shopping this GSS,
all for the sake of Korea.

Which is in exactly 2 weeks time,
I can't wait.
(:

Laura got me Percy Pigs cause I failed the driving test.
Rare moments when the older sister is nice.
(:

I have a strong urge to leave the office now cos there's nothing better to do,
should I?

Consider it pure joy, remember that.

You don't just say it, you mean it,
you don't just mean it, you do it.

Did you know that if you willed yourself to be happy you would be?
On saying that, I failed driving for the third time.
And even though it's killing me inside,
I'm willing myself to believe I'm still good.
(:

I have the cutest senior ever,
she just arrived at work and she came to hide at my desk so my managers wouldn't notice her.
I'm starting to think that I'm not such a liability to the company anymore.
(:
Heehee.

As I looked through my 'A' level materials,
I wonder how I ever survived it.
The amount of content for every subject is just so overwhelming,
I guess I'm just really really glad it's all over.
(:

Work's been really slack of late.
I haven't quite decided if I like that university is starting soon.
The thought of studying over again is just so daunting,
not that I'd rather work in PwC for the next four years instead.

Changes changes,
I need to find it within me to embrace it.

June's not even over but my July's almost fully booked.
Bliss is being occupied by fun things to do,
now that's what I call a holiday.
(:

In brief, there's two camps to go for, two holidays to enjoy (one to Korea and another to Bangkok) and RaceagainstCancer to forward to.
Yay bring it on,
'Tis the season to be jolly ~~

Anyway, for the record,
9 more work days!!
I really can't wait to fly out of PwC, literally.

And if you're wondering, the trip to the dentist made the tooth a whole lot better cos she spammed me with endless amount of antibiotics and painkillers.
But I'll do anything to remove the pain,
so all is well.
(:

I'll do anything to remove the ache in my tooth,
it's so painful I'm gonna die.
):

Tommorrow please come faster,
I need the dentist so badly.

Great, I've got a toothache that hurts like crap.
It's so painful.
): ):
Daddy, I need a trip to the dentist,
pronto.

So I caught X-Men with Alastair yesterday.
I LOVE X-MEN, always thought it was so cool.
(:

There was leaders' retreat over the weekend too,
it was good.

I only had an hour to sleep last night.
I would have taken leave if dear manager didn't forget to approve it.
):

Spent the entire night baking an earl grey chocolate cake and macarons for Corinne's birthday,
and it was worth it cos they were so successful and yummy.

Many thanks to Jums for having us over for a stayover,
well spent catching up,
I like how we all share the same sentiments.

Definitely a good night with Kels, Xueting and Jums.
<3

Of dreams.

You know the kind of dreams you have the night before that leaves you wanting to stay in it forever,
and constantly on your mind the next morning.

I just had one.

Are dreams really a reflection of what you’d want to happen in reality that never does?
I say it’d be interesting to study the chemistry behind dreams and how they’re formed.

Walt Disney says that a dream is a wish your heart makes,
Do you believe him?
I do.

I’ve always wished I could write,
like really beautifully.

Then I would have the perfect vocabulary to write every feeling I felt,
and it’d be different because there’s diversity, uniqueness and exclusivity in feelings,
and I don’t quite think I’ve ever felt exactly the same way twice.

I've been having a fever the past couple of nights,
but the ironic thing is that I'm all well in the day.
So that kinda sucks since I can't take medical leave.

Anyway I'm proud to say that I'm into my last three weeks of working at PwC.
Honestly, despite how dreadful (or not) the past six months have been,
I can't quite figure if I'd have otherwise made better use of my time.

And some of my more important decisions in life,
like applying for law school or even signing up for driving lessons,
might not have come to fruition without guidance and support from my dear colleagues,
in particular Penny.

And of course other important things to me,
like being closer to Corinne because of our numerous lunch dates together,
and the many many friends who visited me during lunch time.
(:

Undeniably, it might not have been the best six months,
but it's been good enough for me.
(:

How can anyone not love sleep in Saturday mornings?
(:
Definitely one of the better things in life.

First birthday cake last last Friday during BBQ at Jarold's.

Hahaha this shot was so epic cos the table almost fell over hence everyone's really shocked reaction.
Check out NeoJunXiong face,
extreme left guy in the front.




Gina came later.


My beautiful girlies.

Second birthday celebration with FACT at Tonkichi on Sunday.







Fenny!


Cheryl Koh!


Tiffany!








FACT and friends.
(:





Birthday lunch with Corinne at The Salad Shop.
Did I mention that they serve damn good salads there.

If you're wondering, that's free ice cream they were giving out,
hence the thumbs up (;




These two girls came to surprise me at my workplace!
Yay it made my day.
(:


I'm guilty of bullying Byje since Primary Five, but I'm sure above all that she knows I love her very very much.


This is Corinne.
She's like the best lunch time buddy ever,
made/makes my lunch time in PwC so much more enjoyable.
(: (:

Third birthday dinner celebration at Stacked.



This is Julsy!
She's like the bestest person I like to talk to, she makes me feel understood all the time.








Nicolette is damn good friend too,
she's damn spastic and she always make me feel genuinely happy.
I like her a lot.
(:


Gail is just so blonde,
hahaha you can tell right.
But that's what I like best about her.
Heehee.


Hahaha and I think need no introduction for this one.
She's like the one who's always there, even though she just continues to watch her Hongkong drama serials while I'm crying myself dry for failing driving test and even though she hates when I sing Close to you by The Carpenters to her,
I don't think I can ever stop loving her.
(:


Perfect company to end my birthday right.

Fourth birthday celebration with the best classmates ever at Privé.

I think the back drop of this picture is so gorgeous right!!


Tahah Grilled Watermelon for Starters.


So-good Cod Fish for Mains,
compliments of Salad.
(:


Byjeeee.


Amanda is The Most Spastic ever.
I'm sorry about your piah darling.


Jacqueline is the dumbest blonde ever,
ever ever.




Joel Tan's the male version of Jacqueline,
blonde level comparable to one another.


Liangfu!


Hahah Caleb is so retarded,
look at his pose.
But that's normal.


Hahah Bao is one of the more saner ones.
(:
YAY WE'RE RUNNING RACEAGAINSTCANCER TOGETHER.
10K10K.


Kelly is very intellectual too.
Feirce but I like.
(:


Tahah the Knowledge and Inquiry buddies.


Xueting is the longest and the bestest,
soul sister.


Chermmy understands all my grouses.
She is too cute too.


Lynnie is getting too much blonde influence from Jacqueline,
but still can be saved.
(:
I like Lynnieeee,
6C buddy tooo.


Zijie is the best lepak buddy ever.
Very good friend.
(:


Nathanael just irritates the crap out of me 90% of the time,
BUT he is still very good friend.
I like talking to him about everything.


Another group of my beautiful girlies.


(:


Gayhood buddies for life.


I looked damn small beside them,
sian one head shorter.
):


My guys!
The un-army guys on my right and the army guys on the left.
No Alastair and Glenn though.
):

Fifth birthday celebration with my S28 girls on Saturday.

Yay they got me a really pretty Disney princess balloon,
my favourite.


Dinner at Spruce as recommended by the older brother.




Signature Spruce Burger.


This ribs was damn gooooood.


And this Zucchini pasta was even better,
surprisingly yummy.




I'm guilty of always bullying Annie but she's still damn nice to us.


Thanks Zhengyi for always organising outings for us all to get together.
Love you.


Cordeeee!!! We're going Korea together later this July!
I really can't wait.
(:


Very satisfying dinner,
and the back drop is quite pretty too right!



Annie treated us all the desserts at Jones.

Walnut Carrot Cake.


Strawberry Shortcake is indubitably my favourite cake.


Very happy night.
(: (: (:

Oh yes, Grace Chan visited me on Wednesday and she gave me so-so-good Dark Chocolate Raspberry Macarons.
You can envy me now cos I've got a huge box at home.

And Xinyi treated me to lunch at Din Tai Fung on Thursday,
my ever favourite XiaoLongBaos.

I guess it's not such a bad idea turning 19 afterall,
immensely loved.
<3